If it’s 83k for 6 months don’t you guys think it’s too expensive. Has it inflated this year only to this extent or it was always this much? And the rampura phul branch has more than double the fees of ludhiana branch. Isn’t it unfair because in other vet colleges like ivri, tanuvas, duvasu it’s quite lower.
Even if i read it for the 100th time, i get know smth i never got to know lol
So i’m finally going to move on from MBBS And NEET. I didn’t want to take my first drop still i did (idk what got into my head). However, initially it was good but due to some issues after january things went so downhill i couldn’t get that momentum back. I was scoring 582 in 3 may vala neet and ofc i couldn’t even get into a semigovt college even thru state quota maybe. I was so shattered then I didn’t even move a single inch from my bed for 3 days. And in this one month too since reneet is announced, I didn’t study properly. And somehow i have very less hopes now. Scored 498 in my last mock test. Still i’ll try till 21 june. But i can’t give my best because i have no interest left.
I only filled cuet apart from neet and didn’t even appear for it. Things were too heavy. There are a lot of chances that i can’t do mbbs. And if that happens, i’d go for bsc hons chemistry from any pvt university (i’d love if you recommend me some good and affordable ones with good placements) and i’ll become a teacher (i always really wanted to be one). I don’t care about money anymore, i’ll figure out things in the future only. But I don’t want to hurt my mental health anymore.
During this entire time, i’ve realised i have been too harsh on myself and blamed myself for everything - first taking a drop and then not even making it worthwhile. And it somehow shattered me and ruined my self confidence. I scored 97.5 percent in 12th. But this exam made me feel like i’m not good enough. But now i’ve realised it wasn’t me, cuz we’re not fit for doing legit “everything”.
During this time i compromised a lot on my hobbies, and i just realised that this was just the beginning. Maybe after getting into mbbs too, life would demand sacrificing my interests again. And I don’t want that. Still i only want to do mbbs. Idk why. Mbbs has more cons than pros still i couldn’t move on. But i’ve realised i have to. There’s no other option left. And I’d recommend everyone to do the same. Nothing is greater than your mental health. And money can buy you things not the actual satisfaction and happiness. It’ll come from within when you’ll do things you like. Ik people might not agree with this but this is true.
And if you too are in my shoes, just know that we can’t do anything in this matter. Not everyone can be one of the top 1% scorers in an exam. Not everyone can do the same degree. And not everyone gets what they want. Not everyone can cope up with the faulty system. It’s not our fault and let’s not blame ourselves.
Thanks if you read it till here 🩷
Just because i liked studying biology, i got stuck into this rat race just like millions😭 I regret the fact that i took a drop for it when i wasn’t even that passionate about being a medico. However, i was getting 577 in my 3 may wala attempt and after reNEET got announced i was kinda elated that i got another chance but it turned to out to be a complete waste. I didn’t study anything this whole time, or even if i did it wasn’t effective. Now i’m here, hoping to do smth in these mere 10 days which i am left with.. scored 488 in my last mock test. Idk what to do now i’m even unable to read NCERT with concentration. And i really don’t have a plan b other than MBBS and for that i need a rank <30k. And another drop would be my worst nightmare. Idk what to do🥹