Not sure this is venting, crying or what
I am a mom of 2 yrs old living in Singapore. Husband got laid off so he started his own company. I became sole earner and got new role of Product Owner but no real title change just more responsibilities. Past few months have been so busy and stressful. Husband's startup is new, and my kid is in complete toodler mode - lots of opinion, doesnt sit at one place. And then my juniors get promoted not me though I have been killing it just because I didnt say thanku much and my communication needs to be soften.
And worst thing for me is there is no village to help esp when I weaned off my daughter which makes her cranky but she is good now. But husband gets irritated sometime as he looks after her full day while I work and he works at night. I have office meetings at 9-10 pm every 2 weeks which makes him angry that I am always working and this made me think I work all day, I take care of house, cleaning, cooking everything and yet I am not good enough.
I truly deserve a promotion but not getting that which makes me thing should I quit or should i stop having career goals/ambitions and focus on my kid bcz I am so burned out sometime?
But few days back I had an executive demo prepared for a month for it and finally it ended on a good note. The CEO came to me separately and said I did a great job which makes me think I shouldn't give up yet 😄.