PCB student need advice regarding career and how to face my parents. My Quals- 12th pass (77.3%) and 1st year dropper.
Sorry in advance for such a long post but I really need help please someone answer 😖🙏.
So 19(M) here, myquals: 77.3 per cent (PCB) in boards and 1st year dropper. So, in my first neet attempt I scored only 280 marks (because my 11th was literally zero like I had to study 11th chapters in 12th to understand 12th chapters due to some problems in 11th) and then I took a drop which I wanted from a different city like Kota but my parents insisted on me doing from my home town but there weren't any good coachings so I took online and DLP. And I had to cover my entire 11th from scratch while revising for 12th as well. Which despite my efforts didn't work out as I had to study for 11th like I was in 11th standard.
Now I am scoring only 390 with 85th percentile in ReNEET and after first neet I was exhausted beyond comprehension and also crashed in my CUET though I secured Bidhannagar College in WBCAP for BSc Botany with zoology and microbiology as minors but my parents insisted me on going to private MBBS (I have CG domicile) and didn't allow me to go there.
My mom is believing some baba she has never met who allegedly said that I will qualify for mbbs and should take it from wherever I get it is blindly believing in it.
My dad is 59 and would retire this year and wants me to get into mbbs, as a matter of prestige and has said that he will be able to arrange money from his retirement PF and all that and believes I should go for it because I spent three years on it now. Both of em believe that I will be settled after MBBS even if that is not the case.
But I never ever had intrest in medicine and never wanted to be a doctor (I would have had no problem if I became one through gov college not a pvt one) and I don't think a private MBBS would be worth much. But I also fear what if my plans for BSc don't work out and if I go to MBBS then if I will be allowed to pursue anything other than a PG and I really wouldn't be able to tolerate that. Please suggest me how should I confront them about this. I already did with my mom but my dad is the problem as he might get very mad at me.
My options rn are BTech Biotechnology at Amity Noida, Pvt Mbbs, nios jee (another drop), neet again, drop and prep for BBA, drop and prep for clat. Also I missed on BTech Biotechnology at Jaypee and tiet 🤡
God I regret taking this damn subject so much only if I can go back in time and shoot everyone who forced me away from PCMB to PCB and PE as my high school combos.