u/Familiar_Dream_4249

Stay out of my fucking head. I am done. We had our last conversation in January which told me everything I needed to know, you don't care anymore. It had always been me reaching out and I reached out one last time. We had lunch and I straight up asked you why you hadn't reached out. All you could give me was some blubbery excuses about not knowing what to say. I call bullshit.

I need you to stop showing up in my dreams and telling me you love me. I don't need that shit. Despite all the reasons I had in my head thinking you had some sort of feelings, you obviously don't. If you did, you would have reached out by now. Said something, anything. I can't keeping waiting around and hoping, so do me a favor and stay out of my fucking head.

If we were to go on a cruise together, I would be in trouble. We have talked about cruises before. Even talked about going with a bunch of people we know together. Thing is, we both know that would spell disaster for us. Or it might even be the push we need, being in a confined space. No where to run. No where to hide. Part of me wants it, the other part knows its best if we never do. Thinking about cruises today and wanting an escape. But you are no where to be found. I miss you and wish you did too. I would take a chance and see what a cruise does for us.