Not even angry anymore
I’m not even mad about this game anymore I’ve been so angry about how bad I am. I wish I could quit but I can’t. I feel like I improve very slightly and hit a mental block over and over so I never actually improve I’m one step forward one step back over and over. I play Mario and doctor Mario. Explain why my gsp is higher with doc I don’t get it. I’ve gotten to a point where I slightly like mario more and I just don’t play doc as much but I fail to kill as Mario I get anxious and drop my confirms and my combos. I suck at this game. My mental block is so bad that I can’t win anymore. At one point I could now I can’t quick play or discord not one game. It’s a cycle of losing over and over. I have better things to do with my time but I play this game. But I just feel as if I suck at everything I do whether I do or not. You’d laugh at my gsp. I’m a laughing stock. Please laugh. I’m an embarrassment and you shouldn’t feel bad for me. Just laught please. I hate myself. Everything about myself all the hobbies I have. The job I have. I suck at all of them and I’m so sad