This is take 2 because I deleted cuz I'm shy and weird but then I saw it had upvotes so I'm re posting then I'm a leave
Idk why I'm a dMab guy and relate to trans dudes more than dudes. I just don't see myself as a cis dude and when I see men I feel like I'm just blending in but know deep down im different. I never understood them and couldn't connect with them without drugs/alcohol.
I am sick of the performative stuff cis guys do. If your a trans dude your literally more a man than them. You grew up having to actually work hard and respect people while being expected to squash your dreams and bear the cross of children and cooking and cleaning while they what? Go to a job that a woman gets paid less to do more. The bar for a modern man to be a gentleman is to do 1% of what a woman does every day. Straight white cis men especially just blame trans people and imagrants for everything because deep down they know they are better than them so it's putting them in danger of actually being a man for once. The term "lesser of a man" was used lots growing up but now all they think they need is a penis and they are the "real" man. No there's much more than that. There's consciousness identity and social cultural elements they no longer know how to uphold. No wonders they don't understand trans ideologies if they think being a man is looking up to Joe Rogan who talks about DMT ego death then tells all of you to identify as your body without seeing the contradictions.
What am I do you know anyone like this?I mean I guess you can say I'm non-binary but he him has never actually bothered me. I really just feel like a spirit of some sorts or alien if that fits better lol. But he him is cool I ain't gonna say I'm a ghost lol. Maybe when they tell us about the hybrid aliens I'll find out in one of those haha. :I