u/Familiar_Tax4862

Im unbelievably screwed right now, a ton of things happened in my life that just killed me, i lost my dog, my great grandmother, the only man i still consider my grandfather and a figure i looked up to up until now, and now my cousin who i'd known all my life and died far too young, and i just lost all motivation for everything, my grades slipped, everything slipped, everything got screwed over. I dont know how to escape from this hell hole i've put myself in. I don't even know what to do in my physics 30-1 class or what the hell is happening in my math 30-1 class, i'm doing good in chemistry 20-1AP and social 20-1 but im just dying in physics and math, im in grade 11 right now but i honestly dont know where else to go for this and i just found this channel now. All of these deaths happened in quick succession as of the start of this year, i did well in some courses last semester but it was around the same grades for my math and physics, i dont know how to bring them back up, i've got a 30% exam coming up for physics and another 25% one sometime after that, and for math i have 3 more unit exams 1 being on wednesday and i just returned from my cousins funeral but i just dont know how to ask for more time or for help or for redos, i feel so lost and so screwed over right now. I currently have a 59 in physics (fixable if i dont fail the exam this thursday because of a retake exam) and a 64 in math (i have 1 retake, 4 completed and 3 to go for exams.) finals are worth 30% but i cant bank on doing well on it or bank on taking the hit anymore, i need help. I dont know how to get help. I dont know how to ask for help other than anonymously so i came here.