Do you think that because of my attitude there is a huge possibility that I won't ever marry?
I (22F) live in Poland. The problem is that in Poland there are many more young Catholic women than young Catholic men. I would prefer to meet my future husband in real life and not via the internet (I eventually would try Catholic dating apps after my 25th birthday, because I know that there are only older men on Polish Catholic dating apps and I really would like to marry someone who is my peer).
I know that in order to meet a young Catholic man I have to participate in meetings for young Catholics, but the problem is that there are very few Catholic men at such meetings, and I am too shy to ask first; I am really afraid of being rejected. And I know that probably no man will approach me, because nobody ever approaches me. I heard once on a Catholic Facebook group that only ugly women aren't approached. Sometimes when I feel really bad I believe that I am just ugly, but normally I think that my face is quite pretty. Maybe it is because I don't wear make-up, though I really wouldn't like to start wearing it. I am also a little bit overweight (I plan to lose weight) and I don't dress like a typical Gen Z woman. Also, I have been told more than once that I look like a teenage girl.