u/Fancy-Mess1234

hello! i recently got e2s1 phainon and got interested in evernight, so i will try pulling for her and her premium. following that, i saw that cyrene is one of the characters that is consistently in her teams, so i want to maximize the time of her banner to (hopefully) get her

is it still worth pulling for cyrene for evernight? if so, how many copies of her (eidolons) and her lc should i try to get? ill try to run my luck if i can still get her after winning phainon three consecutive times lol.

additionally, when do you guys think hyacine will rerun? i started this game last year but only became fully interested in it this year, so i didnt know how valuable she was when she had her rerun this year.

im still halfway through amphoreus so i think ill be able to get some pulls till evernight's rerun (idk where this confidence is coming from haha). how many copies (the e0s0 thingy) of her and her team is ideal?

any advices will be appreciated. tyia!

long post ahead!

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i am an incoming second year student and have recently found it very, very hard to concentrate in my studies. my attention span and focus has always been the easily swayed type, but in my first year of college it has grown so oblivious that it has me very frustrated kasi i cannot focus talaga kahit sa pinakamahahalagang exams. i don’t know the exact words to explain it, but it’s like my mind is practically begging me to change my stimuli every few seconds, and kahit na gustong-gusto ko na mag-aral, wala talaga akong ma-absorb.

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i do not want to self-diagnose, as i am aware na very harmful siya, but i have been aware of my probable symptoms since junior high. i tried slowly opening it to my mom before, minsan through jokes, just to check her reaction and if she would take me seriously, but i have received nothing but rejections. and since bakasyon naman, i would like to take this time sana to seriously ask my family if i can have my mental state checked out, since ayoko talagang mag-enter ng second year without proper guidance, and ayokong dumating talaga sa point na hindi na ako maka-catch up sa studies. before, even though i’m failing, kinakaya ko pa. but now na college student na ako i have realized kung gaano talaga ka-detrimental ang pagkakaroon ng proper focus and attention sa studies. pag nanonood ako ng study with me, naiinggit ako kasi di ko talaga kaya mag-aral for hours without being distracted hahahaha.

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to add, i would also like to confirm whether i have depression, as it is something i am also struggling heavily with.

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ayun lang, i don’t know where to start; i am also the type na kailangan ng guidance sa mga gagawin, minsan yung tipong step-by-step, so i would like to ask sana in this forum how some of y’all asked for help? how did you guys find the ‘best’ or ‘most suitable’ clinic/attendant for you? if ever, i would like to be attended by a psychologist sana—or hindi ba ako ang mag-dedecide nun hehe. and lastly, for those na may conservative family members, how did you guys find it in you to actually open up to them? im afraid kasi na once i genuinely open this up to my family, they might disregard my concern and brush it off as immaturity and childishness. they might also say (and concern ko rin to actually) na i have lived 19 years of my life without any medication or help naman, especially since nakapasok naman ako sa mararangyang school (sci high and big 4, such a painfully average student tho), so baka im confused lang.

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i just want some sort of confirmation kung anong klaseng guidance ang kailangan ko. i know the actual process to being okay is not easy—but asking for help, however hard, is i realized so much better than crumbling alone.

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apologies for the lengthy and baka confusing post. any advices would be appreciated. thank you in advance!