u/Far-Caterpillar5300

I know that my life is good and I shouldn’t feel the way I do, but these last six months have felt like I’m in a coma, everything I do is subconscious I feel like I’m floating through my life weeks pass like nothing and I hate it. I catch myself talking without thinking about the conversation and all. My family and friend’s love me and know something is wrong but I can’t bring myself to tell them what’s actually going on and I just say “I’ll be alright”. I could never do it because I would never put the people who love me through that but I feel like I’ve accepted death completely at an age that I shouldn’t. I don’t know what to do.