
Tired
istg, no matter what i do, what the quality of my posts, the time i post, it all doesn't matter, my posts these haven't done well, they've all been flops, sometimes i fucking hate living on the other side of the world, i have to stay up all nights, screw up my sleep schedule, just to wake to a few measly views and upvotes, makes me feel unmotivated, should i still be in this fandom, if i'm not going anyway, it's prolly just my hunger for popularity, i always wanted to be popular..., i've been in this sub for almost a year, yet i bet half of the people here don't know me..., genuinely frustrated. it doesn't help that i think everybody that i admired either hates, is disgusted, ignores me...
it doesn't matter, like hell people would find this post anyways
oh and special thanks to u/Any_Engineering_4584 for letting me use this pic