u/Far-Orange1882

I don’t have a motherly figure in my life (family issues) and I thought I was ready to experiment with an older person. I sent him nsfw texts and pics of myself and then we slept together and even though I consented I feel so sick and disappointed in myself. I feel really ashamed in my actions because I’m not one to sleep around (no judgement against those who do, it’s just a personal preference). I feel really disturbed and scared and I just want an older woman who’s maybe been through something similar to tell me that it’s gonna be okay that’s all 😭

Edit: he was patient and nice and stuff and I did consent but I kept disassociating and I just feel like a bad person to be honest