Hi everyone, I just wanted to open up a bit. I’m a 50-year-old guy, and I’ve known I was bisexual for as long as I can remember. My first sexual discoveries were always rooted in that... I’ve always loved anal stimulation, for instance.
After nearly 25 years without being with a man, those desires have come rushing back. Recently, I started meeting guys again and had a truly magnificent experience with a very kind man. It really lit a fire in me to explore this side of myself further.
The "complication" is my best friend. We’ve known each other for over 35 years and have shared plenty of threesomes with women in the past. About a year ago, I came out to him and told him I’d love to share a bisexual experience with him. He was open to it, but with firm boundaries.
Last month, he even accompanied me to meet a professional in Milan. He wanted to participate a bit too (specifically oral), and seeing me with someone else was a huge step. For me, it was incredible. My deepest desire right now is for him to watch me while I’m with another man (I’m submissive/passive with men and active with women). There’s something about being seen by him in that moment that feels very important to me.
He’s been hesitant so far, but we are about to leave for a trip to Barcelona. I’m hoping the change of scenery might make him more open to exploring together, though I’m careful not to push him too hard. I value our friendship above all else.
Just wanted to share this journey and hopefully find some like-minded people to talk to. Love to you all!