Hi everyone, this is my first post about anything like this and i would like to preface I am NOT homophobic / transphobic
Over these past few years, since the pandemic (covid-19) really, I have just been so lost and confused about myself and who I really am. So I (16m) am not homophobic at all, but I just detest the idea that I am potentially a queer person?
This potential aspect of my life has been a large point of contention for me in my life, I was raised around queer people, and I just hate my attraction to other men, it just feels wrong to me even though there is nothing wrong with it
Its a similar situation with my gender because while I used to think I was just a male, I have no idea anymore and its honestly so scary to me. So much stress has come to me because im terrified of these "feelings" coming up and people seeing me differently, I just need to get this all off of my chest.
There is also SO much more I could go on about that just terrified me about myself, but I just want this small part of myself to be out there, even if its on reddit late at night