u/Far_Mongoose7462

So let me first say, im Intoxicated while typing this.

Wondering if anyone else has ever had urges while at work, then gotten home, drank/smoke, masturbated(which usually helps it go away), and listened to music for a solid hour, yet nothing has changed. I still want to relapse but im faded. If this didn't take it away idk what to do. I wear a white shirt to work, and its manufacturing, so heavy labor(my job stayed more manual on purpose to not cut jobs).