u/FatFoxYe

After 10 rounds of chemotherapy I’ve found out it had been growing in my lungs the whole time. Both my lungs are engulfed with tumors. I thought the amputation of my leg would get rid of it but it had already spread. I have no words and I don’t know what to do. The doctors said I have 3 to 6 months left. I’d love to keep fighting but I just don’t have it in me.

They offered me two chemo pills, one would keep me in the hospital nearly all the time. Which I don’t wanna be in, I wanna be with my kitty cats.

And the second had less side effects but I’m worried about adverse ones coming up.

And they ultimately told me that they could do nothing to slow down the tumor growth. I guess I just write this for some support, I’m gonna miss so many things. I’m gonna live my life to the fullest but it’s so hard knowing the things I’ll leave behind.

So I’ve been going back and forth with my boyfriends mom and she found out from a Facebook group they’ve found out where he’ll be stationed. I’m excited for bootcamp to be over but I’m really scared he’ll be stationed somewhere bad or somewhere far away from me. I’m trying my best to handle it but it’s really hard, I really miss him. He said they’ll get a week off to visit family after bootcamp and I’m really hoping it’s true and he can see me. I just am really worried about him.

I just have a simple question about how long it usually takes to get letters from someone in bootcamp. My boyfriend said he sent out his letter on the 3rd and I still haven’t gotten it but he’s gotten mine. I don’t mind waiting I just wanted to maybe know an estimate if it’s possible. Thank you!