I have a problem where I’m always anxious about not having enough money to live and never finding true happiness in life. I once got a palm reading and the lady said I’d find fulfillment in marriage family and kids but I’ve never dated and find romance scary…? I’m not sure if what I’m doing rn is correct in terms of education and work and life and I’m js confused
I’ve always been a proactive person in reaching out, first one to text in the gc, first one to reach out in DMs and ask to hang out. First one to FaceTime, and first one to bring up a conversation and ask others follow up questions after I share. Otherwise, I get 0 texts to hang out, 0 people speaking on the call. Just today I FaceTimed my friend group and whole time I was talking, they were reacting.
The topic was what we did at our internships today. I gave my chunk, and I quiet down, expecting someone to say something. Nobody does. So I ask, “what did u guys do at work today?” One person responds w a story, the other one js says “oh I js onboarded”. Quiet again.
So I start cracking jokes abt myself, throwing out anything. And I get reactions. But then silence again. I’m so tired, and I wish sometimes I would be the one to join a call and js listen and laugh, or watch the group chat explode and js read it instead of being the one to start and end the convo. Idk, sometimes I feel like they just don’t care about me, but I’m friends with a bunch of introverts so it’s really my own problem. They’ve never changed, I js got more needy. But idk how to fix this mentality. Pls help