u/Federal_Mousse_4531

I live with my parents atm, I have autism, I’m only 5’5”, I don’t make enough money to be a “provider,” and I just generally feel like I should give up on dating since I’m already 34 and I’ve never had a gf. I think that as a potential partner, I’m generally pathetic - though I don’t have anything against women in general.

I know that people often say that there’s a wide variety of men with women out there but all I can see are generally much taller and handsomer men that are with women. So I feel like I can’t really call myself a man at this point. Just some weird manchild. I even tried speed-dating and online dating a bunch and got absolutely nowhere. I’m still pissed with myself, that I wasted so much of my time and money on them.

Every year I go without a gf, I feel more alienated from everything. From various songs/movies, and society overall. I don’t know what to do anymore. Maybe I’m not a good person.

I've been to Maruichi in WeHa as well as Tomo's in Rocky Hill, and I did hear about one opening up in New Haven, too, called The Loop by Hachiroku. Now, my favorite one that I've been to in general is Katagiri, near Grand Central Station in Manhattan, but I wonder if this new place in New Haven comes near it in quality/variety?

I just don’t want to care about it anymore. Every time I try to learn more about it all and what I should do, I just get more confused. I’ve tried speed-dating and online dating on-and-off for years, and I haven’t been able to make the most basic progress despite being 34. I just want to give up and just indulge in my hobbies. I want to be done caring. On paper, I should be winning, but I haven’t even been allowed to play. Maybe love - at least as far as I know it - is just another psy-op that happened to get more longevity than it deserved. (I wonder if I should ask my doctor about chemical castration?)

Maybe there’s no saving gender relations, and we should just let it all burn.

So I have a bunch of games I was thinkin' of selling, right? They're not loose, though, because they have both the box and the manual. But I don't think any of 'em really have all the advertising/warning inserts, either. So I'm unsure if they can be counted as CIB. They're definitely not new in the overwhelming majority of cases, but I don't see an option to see the prices of the game with the box and manual while not necessarily being CIB - though I do see the boxes and manuals as independent options.

What do you folks think?