can cis people feel chest dysphoria ??
so, i think i'm a cis girl but i've been questionning my gender a lot lately.
it started a bit after cutting my hair like two years ago.
I first noticed that i found my boobs "cringe". seeing them made me feel so uncomfortable, especially in public space. This feeling increased a lot when one of my friend made me try his binder during a sleepover.
Since then i've been craving a binder or a way to bind. I want a superflat chest, as flat as a guy's one. I have (kind of) trouble breathing when i see the way my chest is exposed when i wear a t shirt and it hurts really bad.
Also, a lot of my friends are queer and when they ask we my gender or pronouns, i almost say thing like " idk" or "they/them maybe?" (which aren't my pronouns) i always end up responding "female , she /her".
When i meet new people, i think "what if i introduce myself as a boy?". I already changed online the way my name is spelled for a more neutral way.
The thing is that i tried using male pronouns online or in game and i didn't feel right. Also when i'm wearing a swimsuit i feel comfortable with my chest and i even find it cool.
so yeah lmk what you think!
(i'm sorry for bad english )