Consumed
I am consumed by your thoughts. My body, mind, heart everything. They crave for you. All the the time there is a voice in my head that ask where is he. Why isn't he here with me. Even if I am surrounded by the people I miss you. My eyes imagines your face in others.
I barely stop thinkinh about you. I won't say I can't sleep. I sleep a lot. Because my mind gets tired of having you in head all the time. In the moment between my closed eyes and complete sleeping, I am imagine myself wrapped around your arms. I imagine the safety and comfort of having you. I feel relaxed.
The feelings, it's growing. I feel I love you more after our break up. I might gone crazy someday. It's like I am standing on th edge. My surroundings say its grief. But for me being away has made me terrible. It's a worst version of me that I am seeing in me.
But still I want to see you. My desire of being with you will never fade. You can heal me even though I am hurt by you only. You can light up my world again. You can bring back the shine in my eyes. You can make my heart beat stable again. You can silence the stroms in my mind. So I having you again is all I need.