u/Felix-TheChemical_

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I had a dream where i was a Hermes devotee. That was the first part i noticed when i was in the dream. I had a big corner for him. I had offering. Drawings and shrine and bracelets even, which confused me because i used to worship lord Hermes for a short time. And im an apollo devotee. I later in the dream had my marker stolen/taken without permission from a spoiled brat. Which lead to me having a intense meltdown. Which was weird cause im not a meltdown person. But the while i was having a meltdown. My left arm where is had the braclets seemed to softly glow with white light. Beside that my dream ended with the braclets glowing and me arguaring the brat. I woke up then confused. Was this a coincidence or a sign for me to worship lord Hermes again i cant decide

I am. For the last 2 months are diognised with szicphronia. Which was one of the main reasons i worshipped Lord Dionysus once a time. But i get more eposides and i try to get away from worshipping sometimes cause sometimes i see gods like aphrodite in my halicunations. And recebtly i am trying to get back. I am wordering does it effect building a kharis. Caude i seem to cant build a constant rutine because of my eposides with pychosis. Dont worry. I do seek help and go to a theraphist time to time for check ups