I’m so overwhelmed rn I don’t think I can do this anymore
This morning when I woke up both of my jumping spiders had more babies.. I originally only got one jumping spider that I was told was not gravid and was 1 and a half years old. I just wanted to try out the whole having a jumping spider thing. And I really do love her so much! But I was NOT prepared expecting her to have babies. And it’s been several months now and I have about 20 babies that are about to be big enough to be rehomed. And then I unexpectedly got possession of another jumping spider. Who I guess was also gravid. Anyways I woke up this morning and see adorable little babies from BOTH of them. AT THE SAME EXACT TIME 😣😣 and I have had so much fun caring for her first set of babies. But I’m just incredibly overwhelmed.. I have a senior dog who is my absolute baby. And I feel like all my free time is going to the spiders. And I’ve tried to find homes for my babies that are about to be big enough and I can’t find any homes. I know everyone on here is going to judge me but I just feel like I’m totally burnt out and don’t know what to do.. is there anyone in the Nashville area who wants any of them? Can I let the babies free outside? Please help 🙏even if you can’t relate.. I’m just really freaking out rn.. thank you