u/Few-Accountant8817

I am so tired of being so lonely all the time. I try to talk to my friends by always reaching out first but most of the time they will ignore me. They will come online and then going offline without responding to me, like I never even said anything. It happens every single day. I can help people so many times and try to talk to people so many times, but when I need help and want someone to talk to me I'm not allowed that, and I'm on my own and nobody cares.

Why does it feel like people who I'm around are watching me and judging me and pretending to act like they arent or something when i start looking at them I don't really know if this makes sense