sister relapsed
my sister relapsed after two years sober. She had been living on her own again for about a year and then relapsed. No one knows the event that happened before. She’s a really abusing drunk and just texts and calls telling me I am the reason she’s an addict, i’ve ruined her life, my parents have ruined her life. The worst text you can think of we receive when she is drunk. As soon as I got spammed with texts I knew she must be drinking again and block her. Since then things are going downhill fast. She has been in and out the hospital in the past week and showed up to work drunk. She has said horrible and unforgivable things to my parents and I. I have blocked her but they always have a harder time letting go and setting boundaries.
I don’t know why I am writing this really. I know I have no control over her demons and how she lives her life but I guess I just feel like I got manipulated again. I tried to keep her busy, get her out the house and check in. She always said she was fine and not having cravings so I feel like I just got played like I did the 1000s of times before. I am getting married in a few weeks and was so happy she was going to be there after years of not having a relationship. I feel like it’s just another thing her alcoholism has taken from me. Now I just feel anxious about how this is all going to end…