Ended 1.5 year relationship with serial cheater, still sad about it
Met a girl through work, first mistake. Both 26, had a few long term relationships in the past but what we had felt special, I have never clicked with someone so effortlessly before.
Turns out whole time she’s cheating - I’ve caught her a few times, but always fall for the sob story and false promises and stay. Cheating is just the tip of the iceberg of some of the things she put me through. But my dumbass stayed because she was my best friend. Just kinda felt understood by her. That’s the issue now. Been about a week, logically I should feel free. No more emotional abuse, risking STDs etc. god only knows what I don’t know about. But man, I miss my partner. Everything else has aligned in my life, got a good job, good circle - I should be grateful, but instead I’m sad over my cheating ex. Heart and the brain just won’t align.
Didn’t feel like cooking. Dinner is two oikos yogurts and chicken bites from Costco