I didn't know what i was doing
Hi, I want to share my story. A few years ago, when I was 10, I went outside with a friend to play. My parents didn't let me stray too far from the house and only allowed me to play on the playground just outside our building.
I went out with a friend to play. At some point, we decided we want to go and look for seashells at the beach (we live like 7 mins from the beach) and of course our parents wouldn't agree so we kept it to ourselves.
We got to the beach, and looked for pretty seashells. It was a secluded beach without lifeguards or people during the day, so we were basically alone.
At one point, a guy came in a white van and stopped to ask us for directions. We answered the best we could and kept on to ourselves.
He approached us, complemented on the seashells and started talking with us. After that, he offered us a ride home and we accepted. That was a big mistake!
He asked us all sorts of stuff, about boys and that.. but we were too little to understand that he is being creepy. He dropped off my friend (she lived a bit closer) and went on to my house.
He entered an empty alley and asked me if i wanted to make some money for pearls. (I said i liked pearls) Then he purposed that "I play with him" and he'll pay me. I was young, naive and didn't know better, so I agreed.
He made me touch him, he touched me, and he made me kiss him and more. At some point I felt so weird doing all that but I was afraid at thay point and just couldn't stop. So I did what he said. He, took pictures of me, I asked him not too and he said sorry but I saw him takin more after that, and I was too scared to say anything.
After that he paid me, kicked me out of the van a few miles from my hous and drove away fast.
I didn't k ow what I did, I just knew it was bad. So I didn't talk about it ever.
I still have flashbacks to that day. He didn't force himself but he did took advantage of me. I live with it since.