u/Few-Possible2048

I'm really emotional. I'm pretty sure I picked up on a cold for my family members and I like getting sad but I'm having these sad thoughts and I'm zoning out like I'm de Raven, but this is a future. I hope that it doesn't come to pass. I'm just sitting here kind of sad now cause I started crying and in my little zoned out moment, I was crying and like telling my parents that I'm sorry I was kind of a mess up and I hope that I could be their daughter again in like the near future or distant future or whatever like I hope I could be their child again and like I started crying and then I just started thinking about like life and stuff and I just started crying. I just think it's cause I'm sick. I don't know it was just it's like a lot. It's like a lot like oh my God so much but like I can't even explain it, but it makes me wanna cry. It makes me wanna paint and cry or like do stuff with clay cry, but I'm not I'm not it's too late. I'm like tired and over here. I'm thinking about like a lot of things. I like a lot of things are consuming my mind like I wanna be a parent so bad but I wanna be with the right person when I start my family and I don't wanna wait forever, but I don't wanna rush and pick the wrong person and then I'm having these kids with this person and then this person doesn't treat me right and it's just a lot of things on my mind right now. I don't know why but it's just a lot. Maybe it's because my birthday is getting closer and I'm sitting here thinking like oh my gosh like I feel so far behind but I also don't feel far behind and I don't like comparing myself to others, but then I feel like I definitely need to start working on me so I can meet the right person so I can't get married so I won't have weird coworkers an old creepy guys make faces at me and try to talk to me and be gross and disgusting because that's disgusting and it makes me feel like my skin is crying but then I start crying cause it's like oh my gosh, I really had to work on me but like I was so crappy in my discipline that I feel like I'll never get there but like in my mind is like I wanna get there, but my body is like now, but my mind is that we have to but my body is like no

hello there, I'm low-key sad that I have to go to work today but yay overtime I guess I don't know. I really wanna learn guitar but I don't know how I'm supposed to go about learning it. I have electric guitar, but I don't have an amp and I feel like I need a amp to play it, but I don't think I do. I don't know if anybody has like any good recommendations of where to learn how to play a guitar on YouTube you know that'll be cool also I had this tiny sparker creation that popped in my mind and I wanna do it so bad but I feel like for me to do it and required me to buy a tablet so I can practice drying animation cause it was so cool. I could see it. I can visualize it because I was listening to this song and tackling I'll tell you the song. It was paper moon from soul eater soundtrack love that song. But then like if I really do it, I wonder how I could do it because I'm really trying to learn how to work with clay and then I got a relearn how to draw animation cause I gave it up after hurting my hands and once again, I feel like when I'm drawing and it don't come out right I get so mad that I wanna toss something but I want I wouldn't want to like my tablet….. yeah right now I've been really into Japanese rock and R&B so low-key I kinda wanna make a playlist with somebody. I don't know anybody to make a playlist with me why I'm at work kind of like here and there when I can text you know.

Hi, I'm T~ I'm wishing for someone to read this and say “Yes, that's my type of person” or “ hit the twinsies~🤏🏽 we gotta make this happen” just saying
I'm a pretty chill person~ sometimes chill as a cucumber. Unless it's just something I'm passionate about in that moment. You know what I'm talking about 🤏🏽

Some things about me that might make you feel like yes I gotta be friends with her. I'm really into anime~ I really love watching anime. I've been basically watching anime my whole life. I've watched a lot of anime, and I can't remember all the names.

I'm not really a big fan of horror movies especially the ones with possessions. I can't do it unless you're willing to watch something happy with me or tell me a bedtime story🤷🏽‍♀️

I'm really into music I love listening to all types of music. I can't really say all types. I'm just not really into death metal and screamo that much…. but I love having a jam out session!!! and terribly singing in songs with someone ✨

I don't really play a lot of video games anymore, but I enjoy watching my friends play video games. I don't know. It's just a thing for me if you're down with that that's cool. If not that's fine. Sometimes I do play video games but just on my Nintendo Switch.

I'm really into the clay and I haven't done it in a while, but I would love to actually start making stuff with it again plus I'm trying to learn how to rollerskate I know my grown age. I don't know how to rollerskate, but I'm trying to learn how to rollerskate and play a guitar and no, I don't know how to play at all. I suck but I've always wanted to play and I told myself I'm gonna do it! So I'm also into podcasts, but I just haven't found any good ones lately. I do love watching bad films like just really crappy ones sometimes plus I love watching black-and-white films too. OK, I think that's all I got right now cause I'm blanking on some stuff. I sometimes have Dory's attention span and memory on certain things it'll come back to me eventually, like an aha moment.

if you can't tell, I sometimes like to yap, and sometimes I don't, but I hope you will consider being my friend bye😭

Hi, I'm looking for someone who's chill and wants to chat until I pass out, and then you know, do whatever you want to do to help me fall asleep. I have work tomorrow and I can't go to sleep.

Hi, I'm looking for someone who's pretty chill and wants to be friends, or even chat for a little while and then go our own way. Who knows? some things I would like to know. what's your favorite movie? I'm not trying to reference a horror movie or anything, but honestly, what's your favorite movie like the type of movie you can watch when you're having a good day a bad day, or midday you know like you just wanna watch it because you just love that movie……What's your favorite Disney song? What's your favorite song you're Currently obsessed with right now?…You can't get sick of it. You just love hearing it like that's your moment song right now..if you have a good voice like you know like it could be some narration or like you could do like audiobooks you should tell me a bedtime story and let me just kind of hear it. You know I'm just kidding. You don't have to tell me a bedtime story unless you want to shoot that down another thing if you could have a theme song wherever you go like when you open up a door your theme song automatically start playing like if you were in WWE what would your theme song be when you're walking down the ramp what's your favorite animal? If you have one and what's one random fact, about yourself

Hello! I'm currently at work and looking for another adult to chat with or send audio notes to. I enjoy video games, although I don't play much right now. I like watching gameplays and classic movies, so I would appreciate any recommendations! We can also vent to each other if you’d like.

Please be respectful and don’t act weird. Thanks!