Ladies who didn't lose their virginity in missionary, how was your experience?
I (F20) am planning on losing my virginity soon to my boyfriend, we've been together 8 months, and I feel ready for it. We've done things before, basically everything but penetration, and I've also masturbated on my own. However, during these instances I don't get very wet, and penetration is difficult, but I think it's a mental thing because there have been rare times where I can fit about two fingers with no pain. So, in order to eliminate the anxiety surrounding that I'm going to use lube, but I also think it would help if I was in control, and I think I'd feel more in control on top. Have any of you lost your virginity in that position? What was your experience? And if anyone who had to use lube or struggled with anxiety during their first time could chime in as well, I'd really appreciate it.