He is unhealthily obsessed with me😭
Okay, so I'm 17F and he is 4 months elder than me, I shifted to this apartment last year and my and his mom became besties and business partners and he is very introverted like me so our moms wanted us to be friends and we eventually started talking. He developed feelings for me. We have been friends for like 3-4 months and he told me he has been observing me from the start. And, he confessed yesterday.
We had a lil fight cuz meine usse "Bhikhari" bula diya tha do baar and I felt bad cuz he has a past so I apologised to him on WhatsApp and, he spammed me saying it's no big deal and stuffs and even cleared out the misunderstanding. He treats me like a princess and acts indifferent towards other like LITERALLY, he is pretty rude towards the others but wimme.😭🎀
Honestly, he is very sweet like VERY sweet. He always compliments me. And yesterday, he confessed to me. He even said, "Mein tumhe pure din dekh sakta hun.", and that, "Merko sirf tum hi pasand ho." He doesn't let's me do anything when he is with me. When we are done eating he takes my utensils and doesn't let's me get up. Woh mere paer bhi dabata hai. Kal confess karte-karte mere paer daba raha tha woh. I'm underweight and I am very weak physically so he says that he wants to take care of me. He wants me to always be happy.
I jokingly said, "Teri saari salary toh mere hospital or medicine bills mein hi chali jayegi" he said, "Toh kya hua? Tumhare liye to kamaunga." He is constantly checking up on me by asking how I am feeling and stuffs. He is so obsessed with me. He loves playing with my hair but Idk about my feelings, ik his actions and personality is mhmm but he looks pretty mid I don't wanna discuss his features as it feels like I'm insulting him but yk basically special child. That's it.
I feel guilty for not looking at him the way he looks at me cuz I can find someone better in fact I have plenty of options. But, he only has me. And idk why but things like this turn me off. He gets way too excited sometimes and gets way too serious at times. I feel bad for saying all this but can I not choose someone more normal? It's my life afterall and I only think of him as my bsf. I lwk rejected him but he is still pursuing me, I told him that, "Jab tu bahar padhne ke kiye jaayega to tu merko 1 mahine mein bhool jayega." And he said, "NO I won't, and that's fs." And then he asked me the same thing and I said, "Mein toh bhool jaungi." He looked so hurt. Just because his mom is doing so much for him, for his future. I don't want to distract him from that path. I won't forget him but I don't think I can like him more than a bsf.
Yaar kasam se bohot dimaag kharab hi rakha hai kal se. Ek toh woh roz milne aata merko ab embarrassed feel hora hai. Imagine meeting the person yk likes you, everyday. Usne bohot kuch bola kal besharmon ki tarah but I'm the one feeling embarrassed. And on top of that we r going together on a business trip with our moms.💔
He literally is so devoted to me. Merko aise touch karta hai jaise mein pighal jaungi😭🥀 itna kuch hone ke baad, my introverted self wants to avoid him at all costs but uski mummy mere yahan almost daily aati hain or unke saath woh bhi aata hai merko dekha or merse baat karne.
Ps: Our moms know about this sh. Idk why his mom isn't stopping him from coming here my mom adviced me to avoid him if I don't like him plus it's my time to focus on studies and his too but idk why he is getting so invested in me lmao. 12th kar chuka hai woh ab IIT mein admission liya hai usne. Aur mera 12th hai iss saal. Aaj bilkul mann nhi hain milne ka pls pray ki wo aaj na aaye. Merko bohot awkward or embarrassed feel hora.😭🙏🏻