u/Few-Story4215

I dreamt that my partner and me had a break many years ago, during that break he was with another girl (this did not happen irl). Years after that break , the girl randomly moved close to our house, and became my friend, I did know they were together previously but i didn't care as it was many years ago. Anyway , at some point of the dream my boyfriend confessed a weird thing, a sex video of them at a sex club exists from many years ago, he was concerned about it circulating on the internet as he was a successful businessman, and asked me to ask her to say that video was consenual. The majority of the dream was me and her sitting down and having an excruciating conversation about that video/event, ahe told me that that was many years ago and she could not remember that specific occasion, then i started doubting my boyfriend and battling between believing he could have never done anything like that and convincing myself he did.

Anyway, was so weird , excruciating and vivid i had to write it. let me know what you interpret

Also i between this dream we did some trip to the moom where lakes of moon water and waterfalls existed and when u had your heas under moon water the whole moon would become transparent and all of a sudden was the illusion that i was flotating in the universe, and o once i took out the head of the water the moon would appear again (so random!)

I finished accutane around 6 months ago, and honestly I was so happy about it. My skin was looking perfect and everything was fine after stopping.

However, around 2 months ago i started getting random whitehead all around my face. Now, I'm having my face completely full of whiteheads constantly 🙃 (before accutane i used to get deep breakouts around cheeks mostly, now is everywhere and small little whiteheads)

It's so shameful to be experiencing this again, i'm an adult woman that has had acne ever since 13. All my friends and family were so complementary of my skin on accutane, and now everyone looks at me like i must be doing something wrong and , honestly, with a bit of disgust.

I don't put anything in my face that i haven't run by Acne Ingredient Checker, I'm aware of my skin triggers (i know niacinamide in products break me out, etc.), i do my skincare with non harsh things (hyaluronic acid serum from the ordinary is my go to...)

If I use makeup, is all acne friendly and I've revised a thoused times the ingredients to make sure things are not triggering 😭

I've had the doctors check my hormones and digestion , both are good... I don't know what else i can do, and my doctor told me i can't go on accutane again as i just finished my treatment relatively recently.

I finished accutane around 6 months ago, and honestly I was so happy about it. My skin was looking perfect and everything was fine after stopping.

However, around 2 months ago i started getting random whitehead all around my face. Now, I'm having my face completely full of whiteheads constantly 🙃 (before accutane i used to get deep breakouts around cheeks mostly, now is everywhere and small little whiteheads)

It's so shameful to be experiencing this again, i'm an adult woman that has had acne ever since 13. All my friends and family were so complementary of my skin on accutane, and now everyone looks at me like i must be doing something wrong and , honestly, with a bit of disgust.

I don't put anything in my face that i haven't run by Acne Ingredient Checker, I'm aware of my skin triggers (i know niacinamide in products break me out, etc.), i do my skincare with non harsh things (hyaluronic acid serum from the ordinary is my go to...)

If I use makeup, is all acne friendly and I've revised a thoused times the ingredients to make sure things are not triggering 😭

I've had the doctors check my hormones and digestion , both are good... I don't know what else i can do, and my doctor told me i can't go on accutane again as i just finished my treatment relatively recently.