So i am nineteen year old male and when i was twelve my mother got heart attack and due to that i developed a fear of getting heart attack too, first i restricted dairy and then i restricted whole food itself until i became 17 years old and realised my mistake.
I was never given any professional help for it as this all happened in covid 19 and also i developed covid and later jaundice just 1 week after covid. During this whole period i was depressed and had severe anxiety.
I am highly depressed again for my short stature and feminine body, my height is 5'7" (same as around 13) and my other body parts are not developed except for my reporductive organ that is avg size but my testosterone is low normal around 412. also my parents and siblings are taller than me.
from last 6 months i have been over eating to get some growth but nothing has changed.