u/FewAwareness3519

After trying for two weeks, getting pushed away, I've decided to stop contacting stop chasing and doing what she wanted she said she is happier she moved on but I kept trying for us because it was a long term relationship and I couldn't just throw that away she's not evil or vallian I totally get it breaking up is a choice at the end but I thought maybe.. maybe if I tried more showed effort we could find a happy ending but sadly she was pulling away and so at the end I couldn't watch her move on and see her status or profile anymore and so on after two weeks of NC I've decided to remove her not because I hate her but because I can't keep up like that I've been hurt by the coldness and chasing and I can't handle more of that, don't judge me I only did the chasing and tried hard because I knew the relationship was worth it and I knew she's there.. that warm person I've known is there but is different at the moment I mean I can't give up easily just because this happened yeah? I tried my best and did what I could, it's been two weeks since ws last contacted I stopped and so she did since my contact was fully based on me initiating but even though stuff like these happened I've never thought of her as the vallian or the bad person I can get it I can get his she feels inside and it must be hard don't judge her, don't judge me and I hope I made the right decision and idk I know it's pointless to hope I know it's not likely to happen but I wish one day we discuss stuff and get back as we were before and maybe better haha.. I was completely invested in this relationship and I hope they reach out one day and if they don't then I hope I'll heal and move on but I can't wish myself to meet someone better or date again the thought is horrible no, I think I'm better off alone I actually prefer on having nobody than having someone that's a replacement to her, no.