even though it was someone that I was not really interested in relationship wise( and he is also not in me), I still feel some type of panic and loneliness now when I’m not around him. I really wanted to try to have casual sex without going into my feelings too much, but why does this seem to be so much more complicated as a woman?
I have met this guy and we been talking via text for the last month. He is flirting a lot and also sending me sometimes a picture with only a towel.(which I do not ask for) I feel like hes attractive but I don't feel comfortable with sending anything back like that because we have only met once and especially by communicating by text you don’t really know what to expect. I don’t feel safe yet to do so.
I like to experience this with him in real life and just not over text. I communicated this many times, but he keeps on getting irritated when I do not send anything risky back. We had plans to meet again next week (he lives in another country) but yesterday he cancelled that because he finds it not fair that I am flirting with people in real life (just talking on parties) but do not send him things.
He is really afraid to become ‘stuck in a boring relationship again‘ and is looking for something that is exiting and experimental. Im looking for something safe because I did not have that in the past, but I am down to experiment when I feel so.
I am not sure If im just being too careful with sharing pictures and that I should see it as casual flirting over text, or that he tries to push me into things that I am not ready for.