u/Few_Chemist58

-English is not my first language- Hello Brothers, Christ Is Risen. I started to go in a orthodox church 1 year ago, recently i was confirmed in my church (4 of april) and i am so happy with this. Some months ago I started to feel so guilty, doubts about a lot of things, in particular music. I always liked to hear music, since i started do get deeper on faith (i was agnostic) i started to stop to do certain things, like stop swearing and hear music that have bad words as well. Its been hard to stop swearing but with prayer and help of God i slowed down stopping with this. But music its been harder, i stopped to hear most of the songs that i used to, but some times some music dont even say swearing, but just things like "what the h***" or things like this. I wonder if it's a bad word or not, if I really should stop with this. Part of me say yes, but the other don't wanna do that, it feels like i'm not living anymore, of course we should deny our selves but with these points the feel a lot of empytness within myself. Its not only with music, also with animes, movies, series that kind of thing. Do you have something to help me?