u/Few_Nebula1830

Ok so, ive known this woman for years. Everytime we meet she hugs me very tightly and usually more then once. One time 3 times in the space of 10 mins. And presses herself tightly to me. She asked me regularly to meet up for coffee and a chat. i usually refuse. because im feeling low latly and not very sociable. A good few years ago i was quite drunk and not ina good head space she collected me from my home house and brought to hers. She brought me to her bedroom and tried to do reiki on me. She layed behind me and held my head while pressing up against me. I kind of felt uncomfortable so i said i wanted to go out for a cigarette. She came out with me. While we wer chatting,i forget the actual conversation but she sighed and said she has been getting no Sex from her partner. I couldn't believe it!!! I think i made a nervous laugh and brushed it of. I finished cigarette and we went into the house again i started walking up the stairs and she said from behind me 'go Into my room now' ina nice caring way. But i turned to the left and went into the spare room took a sleeping tab and passed out. Ive always wondered what would of happened if i went into the room. This happened about 7 or 8 years ago and since then she still asked me to meet up. Theres more i just can think right now. I wonder what shes thinking? Am i just over thinking? Shes a little older then me. Thanks anyone who read this far