u/Few_Secretary2814

I really thought today was going to be my last day here, i had an argument with my wife grabbed my car keys and just thought after all this time i could actually bring myself to end it all. As i drove down the dark road i don't know why i just could not push the accelerator harder, infact it was the opposite i drove extra careful but throughout my drive i kept wanting to, all that kept popping in my head was thoughts about my kids. I come home and my son comes out of his bedroom and goes daddy where did you go, why did you take your car keys. Broke my heart when i saw him thinking i might never see him or my daughter again. Anyway I'm still here tonight, part of me wishes i was not but i do love my kids