To whom i loved (raw)
I started to fall in love to a girl whom i i shouldn't I don't know when i started to have a feeling for her how much i try to go away fron her life that much my heart seem missing to her. To listen to her one voice i try everything just to get a reel from her make my world happy But the reason for her tear seem to me
Everything i did at last it has become a sorrow to her i etried everything i know but that seem unseen by her. Even in her financial problem i sold my braslet to lend her the money even i dream of her if she is in pain i dont know how but my heart started to pain.
But nowdays i am avoiding her not the same man i was before the poor financial condition of mine has been stoping me for proposing her. everyone say love is what people need but as the father who want to give his daughter hand to the poor guy who has nothing to gain. Even for a happiness money is need.
The shoes i wear while going to office has been tore i don't even have money to buy something but she is rich the room rent is my 7k by seing this can i really love her
That's the not only the reason i am avoiding her the main reason i am avoiding is the reason her breakup to her best friend is me . Everything i did at last the reason i become for her sorrow.
I loved you but i wont confase even though i have loved you from my heart i dont want to you to love me.
I pray the god to just make me forget her please god i beg you. The panic attack i am getting from remember ing her the overthinking me thinking all the way to make you forgive me the everytime the night fall every momories of you and me flow i can't become anything i am becoming a failure day by day .
Please god just let me go these phase quickly as possible i don't know how can i recover from my phase
Please god erase my momories of her. Let me again be the stranger to her and i hope i will never fall in love again.