So recently I feel like all of the people who used to be a friends with were never my friends, because they will always laugh at me and never laugh with me.
So a few years ago, I was trying to have a conversation with one of my former friends about my interests. Then just randomly one of my other former friends just shut down the conversation, and then told their friends and my former friend that my interests are bad. Then they told me that my interests are bad as well. I just want to share my interests with other people without getting my conversations shut down.
So recently I have been having disturbing and graphic nightmares when I go to sleep. These nightmares have also gotten me feeling sad recently. Can anyone help me stop these disturbing and graphic nightmares.
So recently, there has been this person who I used to be friends with, is trying to stalk me by showing up at places I will usually be at. It is at the point where I am scared because I am being stalk by this person, and I do not know what this person even wants from me.
So in the past, people who I used to hang around with called me whitewashed and stupid. I just wish that people around me could stop calling me this, it is really annoying.
So a few years ago, I had gotten sexually assaulted by someone who I used to be friends with and I told one of my other friends about it afterwards and they were shocked and just laughed about it. They never felt bad for me after I had gotten sexually assaulted.
So recently I have been thinking that I am not finding any love because my face looks ugly. I had tried everything to find love and I still cannot find love, and now I still feel lonely.
So recently I have been having suicidal thoughts because of my anxiety from false allegations that I was proving innocent of in the past. Can someone please help me to stop thinking about these suicidal thoughts?
So recently people that I used to be friends with, are protecting my abuser now. Even when tell them how sick my abuser is they think that my abuser is a good person. Now I feel like I never want to have friends ever again because of this situation.
So recently I have been feeling that I do not want anything to do with my two best friends anymore because one of them keeps on switching up on me, like at one time they were nice and then at another time they were mean. My other best friend keeps on saying that they are not going to be my friend anymore and then after they leave me, they will come back. Then after they will come back they will say that they are not going to be my friend anymore, and it is just a consent loop of that. At this point I do not want anything to do with my two best friends.