I hate the chronic restless emptiness that creeps in repeatedly throughout the day, every day. I also can’t figure out what I want or how to feel fulfilled. I want to numb negative feelings as soon as they arise. I love the high of feeling like someone else enjoys my presence and I perform for it. Sometimes I don’t know if the things I feel are true or if I’ve convinced myself of a story.
u/Fibo81 — 16 days ago