u/Fickle_Personality59

In the last 4 years my ADHD has become a curse. Every little thing feels like I need to move a mountain in terms of motivation. Cleaning , walking dogs just the everyday normal stuff I can't make my brain do these things. It's like I can build a house but cant pickup the first nail , is rather cut my left arm off than do anything. Nothing seems to stimulate me anymore no hobbies no activities nothing my brain just can't find dopamine from anything.

For th last few years I've been drinking through the day and night and smoking weed just to achieve the smallest tasks , I know it's worse in the end but I dread waking up each day to being so completely bored.