u/Fieryallnighter_

​A part of me is numb, a part is lonely, looking for the middle ground. I find myself craving the warmth and company of a companion of sorts, it feels like another dimension, different from the reality i live.. truth be told i'm a lover boy at core but world has hardened me into been non-chalant.

Since I've come out my hermit phase, I would like to find someone I can be mutually comfortable with, we can be friends in need for each other, a shoulder to cry on, someone to talk to at night after ending the day because to have someone by your side even virtually can work wonders.

A little about me: I'm an ambivert, with tendency to stay indoors more than outdoors, I do like a good adventure, in fact i've some spontaneous plans that have been on my to do list for long-time now. I have never partied in my life or been to a club. I don't drink either but sometimes socially smoke.

Physically: I'm about 183 cm or 6ft for the american audience :D i put great attention to hygiene and keeping my space clean, I am a groomed individual who likes to shower everyday if possible but i was surprised to learn that some people don't bother with showers that much lol. I got short beard, wear glasses sometimes and black hair with brown eyes and I'm slim. I've been going to the gym very recently just to keep my body active because as i've gotten old i don't get to play volleyball or badminton much but i love.

Mentally: I'm in a stable state in my life now but I do get my blues and depressive days, I guess my suffering has made me more understanding of others struggles, if you've walked the walk you know otherwise it can be hard to comprehend sometimes because its not always rational. Please do tell me how your emotional well-being is, even if you're not looking for anything but feel like you'd like to get some burden off your chest, I'm open to been that silent corner for you.

Future Goals? I would love to hear about what you've been working on in your life, here's what's been up with me so far

• I would like to graduate this year, continue going to the gym, eat healthy and sufficent.
• Read more books because academics made me give up on my hobbies so i'd like to reinvent myself in the process. It feels like life made me lose of the spark if it makes sense.
• I believe in charity and helping others and i already do that but in future i would like to be more benefical to my fellow human beings.
• Perhaps one day it would be nice to have a family of my own and settle down in a house and have kids. I was raised in a family where we had to get by with what we had, so having a place of my own one day really matters to me, surrounded by people i love and who love me.

Possible Dealbreakers?

• Seeing the state of world I'm disappointed with how hatred has consumed hearts of so many people, I don't wany anyone who supports right-wing rhetoric or doesn't believe in free-palestine. I'm tired of the hypocrisy, democracy at home while imperialism abroad. Please be better humanity.

• There are many people with different school of thoughts and I don't mind that, personally I believe in God but if you don't and won't wish to interact for that reason then hey i just did you a favor xD

Gosh this got so long but I'd love to connect with someone, if you don't know what to start with, maybe tell me something that you regret? i got some of my own too

I am not sure how to do this properly, but here we are..

I’m more of an indoors person. Never really been into partying or clubs, don’t drink, and rarely smoke in social settings.. I like quieter things, writing when my thoughts get too loud like this Saturday, gaming to switch off, and movies/music that hit a bit deeper than they should. The kind that sticks with you after.

I’m a hopeless romantic, I overthink, I am not emotionally cold and get attached easily, I’ve got my own fair share of mental stuff I deal with. Some days I’m fine, some days I’m not. I’m working on it, slowly.

But I do care. A lot. I’m the type who’ll remember small things about you, check in, want to talk even when there’s nothing important to say. I don’t really know how to be casual when I like someone, life's too short to play games unless you wanna play on console then we can hop on together :D

I’m looking for someone who actually wants to talk and stick around. You don't need to be perfect or someone who 'has everything together' just real even if it reads cliche. Someone who also feels a bit out of place sometimes but still wants connection anyway. Two broken people sometimes end up fitting eachother perfectly.

Regarding me, I’m 26, around 183cm, slim build, black hair, brown eyes. I wear glasses sometimes, well groomed, and I’ve been trying to get into the gym recently, nothing crazy, just trying to feel a bit better in my own body.

I don’t care too much about where you’re from or how you look. I care more about how you think, how you talk, how you treat people and most importantly how we treat eachother.

If you message, don’t overthink it. Tell me how your day was, or something that’s been on your mind lately.