u/Fik_456

She told me I wasn't making her happy, my constant asking for talk and thing won't fix it. At first I was super angry, blowing her phone with messages until I reached some kind of catharsis and just picked up my promise ring.

I was feeling undervalued and not prioritized as well, my friends said I was overextending myself too much for her (100% locked in). Always thinking with her in front... problem? I was secure, her lack of communication and coldness made me become insecure, accidentally suffocating her.

There is no villains here, only a romeo and juliet problem. However, I don't want her after we both organize our life even as friends, I don't like that.

I will use Silent Hill as my coping until my NC tactic works and makes me forget. (Imagining myself as James for example).

Thanks for coming to my ted talk, it is strangely bittersweet. She asked me to not hate her (I felt unhappy for so long so yeah I will be for some time). I removed her number, unfollowed her and made her unfollow me, also making sure her photos are deleted and everything else. I feel happy, relieved and free.