When quarter life crisis hits you... it hits hard
Ganito pala feeling magka quarter life crisis. Unemployed na ako for a little over 2 months. I decided to resign from my previous work kasi I decided I wanted to explore a different career path. I couldn't see myself working as a nurse for the better part of my life. But ayon, now that I'm actually out of the hospital, idk na. I applied and got accepted to a VA agency and another similar role. But still no clients. Idk if the waiting game made me feel this way, na para bang nalulunod na lang ako sa pagkaka overthink ko. Like literally 10 minutes ago, I was just disassociating in my chair, when flashes of my future with the different career paths I envisioned for me just suddenly bombarded my mind. And I felt lost because I don't feel happy with any of them. Idk if it's because I'm just limiting myself to finding the "perfect job" for me and that's how I just decided na that's how I'll get to have a happy future. And that's why I'm being like this rn. Na para bang nasa point of nemo ako. Medyo OA. Pero I legit never felt this lost in my life, ever. It feels like I'm stranded in an ocean of a different planet. Mas naging OA lol. And I knowww, I'm aware that no one's got their shit together in life kahit yung mga nasa 30s na, but somehow they still get to ride the said shit in life. They're still moving along with life. Hayy. Ang hirap bumangon from this mindset haha.