u/Final_Fisherman2305

Okay so I don't really know where to begin with this, and I don't want to piss anyone off by saying this. I am a cis female, but I do not identify with traditional feminine roles at all, and never have. It's strange, because I don't identify as a woman, I don't identify as a man, and "they/them" / gender nonbinary doesn't describe me. In a way, when it comes to dating, I like the idea of thinking of myself as a really feminine man/ almost trans woman but not quite, and see myself as a gay male "girlfriend", and want to be with a cis male "boyfriend". But I guess the best way to describe how I see myself is that I feel like I'm a gay man trapped in a woman's body. But I feel like identifying as such would piss off actual gay men, and well, I can't really talk to anyone in my family about this, because they're all close minded and conservative. But I don't feel like identifying as a "man"/ "male" hits the nail on the head, either. I don't know. Am I wrong for feeling this way? What would be the best term for this?Also, I've mostly had heterosexual relationships. But I don't consider myself strictly heterosexual. I think I'm pan sexual? But I need clarity. It's like when I'm "feminine", it's more in a gay male kind of way. I don't know if it's appropriate to say I identify as a trans woman if I'm already a cis woman, either. But I feel like a very feminine man, to be honest. And I feel most confident when I express myself like this. Help?

Okay so I had this dream about this song and just woke up and remembered I think seeing the song in some music video, and the song had a sort of Linda Rondstadt/ Fleetwood Mac kind of vibe to it or something and the lyrics went something like "Sing for the love of (something)" I'm pretty sure how the song went, but the can hum the tune

https://voca.ro/19aEjPmEEXuk

Please help me find this song