
SOS In depth Take on my situation if anyone has time, I deeply appreciate
Have had a difficult life, some circumstantial, (dysfunctional home, parents sibling w mental health issues, difficult/complicated relationship with 2 of my own children )some I brought on myself. Always felt must have someone or others 'there' to support/solve things, provide some level care, etc but after alot of loss and extreme hardship last 5-7 years and finding myself standing on own 2 feet, am surprisingly strong and enjoying developmental processes, independence, sense of self satisfaction. I cannot lose strong almost to point of unnerving sense of being readied for something big, like more than I can do or get through coming up and hesitant to trust others, just feel like living kindof self contained or off to myself. Dont know if its residual from PTSD/Anxiety or as strong as my intuition is, I tend to think the latter. DOB 04/29/68 7:15 a.m. Cedar Rapids, Iowa.