r/12thhouse

I wanted to know if this was a 12H experience or something i should look into for my own placements. As a Scorpio Sun + Mercury 12H, Ive noticed that i struggle to treat myself as a person outside of being perceived by other people. If I’m not interacting with others, I sometimes forget to take care of myself or even indulge in my own hobbies. Maybe this is me potentially having ADHD/ Having neptune aspects to my 12H. Sometimes it feels like im so flooded with thoughts, intuitive downloads, observations and connections i make about myself + other people in regard to my life to the point that i dissociate. Is this a me thing? or do any other fellow 12 housers experience feeling so aware of yourself and others intuitively that you lowkey shut off. Sorry if i didn’t explain this right! (my mercury has some compounding squares to 3H Aquarius chiron, neptune and my nn for context) Thank you!

Being poor.

I have 3 in my 12th house, so no spousal support, no family support, career also in 12th.

Wonder how a person could survive without any given support or self sustainability opportunity.

I work hard a lot, as you know 17 years in Jupiter and 19 years in Saturn Mahadasha back to back, is no comfort in there. I'm not going into detail as to what happen, but it can break a lot in a person with the journey I've walked on.

Since now I am battling unemployment, my financial been digging deep. I looked around me, and everyone don't have to go through this. And I coming from a long battle without rest, I'm tired and been thinking bad thoughts. Because what's not to, if I can blame it all in 12th house. As much as I do not want to talk astrology seriously, being read and having reading my own chart, I can say it is accurate. So... take it as a pinch of salt, I don't know how one is to live such a hard house in their entire life. I cannot imagine how I'm to be living like yhis till 60s or 70s. I think I'm done giving chances and working hard trying to turn tables for the past 30 years and am just as good as call it off.