u/Financial_Cat_4332

hello

i've been trying to seek for help from professionals i am diagnosed with bpd and then i returned back to them informing them that i experienced npd symptoms (fantasies about success and power, needing excessive admiration/praise, constant feelings of envy and hatred, arrogant behaviour and seeing relationships/friendships as something transactional) but they were certain that i dont have it because i told them that i experience huge amount of self loathin for a long while, and now nothing seemed to get better, my relationships are ruined and i dont think other professionals will believe me