Feeling like the period where you were actively restricting is foggy/unclear as if you have a memory blackout?
For context, i am currently out of a relapse and in recovery for a week and half after a severe relapse that lasted for several months after being weight restored nearly three years ago, every time i recover from a relapse throughout the years and i get back to recovery again i feel theres a serious memory fog or a blackout about my active ED phases? As if they were a dream and are completely foggy, i have no idea if anorexia has damaged my brain permanently, has anyone experienced this?