I have been watching horror movies and having the same pattern of watching them on a consistent basis. Thing is I never liked horror movies, but I already just lay down in my OCD fortress I’ve someone how built myself, discomfort is the goal
It seems because my ocds are bad I won’t do something I need to do it’s a horror in itself
I’m staying in my gf(49f) Shack| she’s out front, and me (m34) is going through things with the people presence even inside, over yelling at their mom more than a few times. I mean we argue but I always get to a point of someone can hear me and threaten to call colpsbut never does to call cops. That’s vehicles, more biploar moments then shzitco bipolar and my girl no wants to believe I have it.
I don’t leave the shed to much because it’s because ground zero for me and I don’t reaay look like I belong outside during these days
Today I was supose to go to the hospital ; and heard a few voices talking about things i would of been taking about , so that was enough to make me leave,
I left and walked and walk without stop I won’t stop walking it’s symtom has to be, and it’s to no destination.
I got a realization hit me
EVERYBODY is chalk it’s everybody with the negative comments
And just now I’m at gambling with the Jabroni lic and the Jabroni lick
Ok the point is the realization I got from that uncomfortable walk was that everyone
And
Not only >!the!<
Ones
You
Love are going to
Me throwing thoughts at your
So
It’s about you changing your view on the place your at and key to to the right of the place you want to be in the right place and the right place to be alright?👍 good mass
Serious face serious face serious face *smiles*