Hey guys iam in no fap day 13 but I am consuming porn sometimes and after some minutes of consumption I get awareness and I will turn off the porn so because of this iam feeling very anxious and i can't make a decision but if I keep on watching porn u might relapse so guys i think i might need to spend more time on his word
Hi guys iam a 20 year old guy who recently completed his college and being in home and i loves to do this kind of challenge but I tried many times and failed like last time i tried to do a 30 days digital detox challenge and gave up on day 9 it's been many months before I did that I guess so then i got the idea on a evening to do this challenge again few days before and on the next day I didn't use any digital devices like my phone, laptop and tv and the whole day was me sitting and lying in the bed but when the night came around 10 to 11pm i got the urges to watch porn and i started to think about then I took my laptop and closed my room and turned the lights on and watched till midnight and I was failed and had no motivation to do this again but I really want to do this to get my life back guys btw iam in no fap challenge currently on day 12 and today evening too i consumed porn but unfortunately I didn't relapsed but while watching it i realised I shouldnt be watching so I got my conscious back and I was wondering why iam watching this shit even though it destroys my life and my overall health so yeah guys this is the thing I want to share here i hope i get a good reply cause this is my first post in reddit and I may have so many grammer mistakes cause english is not my first language